Irohani Konpeito

pretend

Pretending to be normal or TD is just a tough job for me and I feel worn out after doing my best so that I may not to be noticed something strange. Is it a must? Will others feel satisfied to see that I am playing a role of TD? Why do I have to accept my genetic troubles?

doc

I see the doc every two weeks to get some medicines and let him get along with my chatting. Others say that I never feel easy to talk with them while some say that I am transparent as I never say Yes or No in front of them. I asked the doc if he could feel how beautiful flowers were or pictures were marvelous. I cannot feel moved to see them.

hi

Here I am, being a person with a strange cognition to make me more weired throughout the day.

igonore

I just wonder why Dr.Y did not say hello to me at the workshop although Dr.K greeted me after 4 years' absence. Some people try to ignore me and pretend not to have known me at all. I just want to know why.

exist

I told my hubby to be aware of the life after retirement now that he seemed to have little interest in children’s problem happened at school.
He is a gentle and intelligent person but he has no communication with his children just because he is worn out doing his works.

grandparent

I invited my pld parent to the open school of the special school my autie goes. They came here all the way from Gifu and looked at the lessons very happilly. I am not good at getting along with my parent so much,while my sister is quite cool to ask them for help in many ways.

birthday

My autie will be 17yo on Thirsday and I asked him which cake he would eat. Then he told me that he would prefer Pizza to cake just because he was proud of being matured enough. So, I will show him some menus to choose his favorites. !7 years is not short but long enough to be in sorrow.

move around

I just walked a lot today to carry my job out for PTA. Tired.

school master

I will see the school master this morning to explain about the questionnaire we are going to do soon and ask him to have an opportunity to talk with the parents who have a lot of complaints. Actually, I am almost burn out, doing such and such chores concerning PTA. I am not a servant of PTA.

midnight

Sitting till late at night is a kind of pleasure to me. I am fed up with getting along with my children who are not clever enough. So, I just wait patiently till the day turns. To be alone in a quiet room helps me to think of some questions. Time passes fast while my memory is stored in a area of my brain.